It has been such a long time since being on here at all much less pouring out my feelings onto "paper".. So much has changed. Still a 20 something old soul. No longer with the previous guy, married to the pre previous one and lost a lot of friends on the way. Terrified for the future and getting back to venting and documenting so when that day comes, I have proof. Proof to myself of how I was treated and why I must do the inevitable. I cant let myself cower and pretend that everything is okay when I'm drowning. This will be for me to look back and remember why it must be done.
This year was supposed to be the happiest year of my life, or atleast that's what people say..
Then why do I feel like I'm in prison?
